Choose a song or let the cards choose a song for you
Choose a song or let the cards choose a song for you
For many of us, the pandemic was a hard time
It felt like something was taken away from humanity — something we haven't quite gotten back yet
For me, one way of trying to process it was to make music
I started making songs every day
Daily therapy songs
Some are funny
Some are sad
Some are hopeful
Some are angry
Some are weird
Some are probably just bad
But I made them anyway
This album is basically what came out of that process
Note: All vocals were recorded on my phone without listening to a beat or tempo
Somehow it kinda worked 😸
The songs are arranged in reverse chronological order — the newest songs I composed are first and the earliest songs last
no wait.. or is it.. no that's right!
All of the songs in this archive were produced between October 2025 and July 2026.
One thing that helped me a lot while I was making these songs was talking to people on warmlines
If you've never heard of them, they're peer-support phone lines where you can talk with someone when you need to talk — even if you're not in an immediate crisis
Many are free and confidential, and they're often staffed by people with their own lived experience
I didn't know they existed for a long time
I'm really glad I found them
Maybe they'll help you, too
Find a Warmline →
Anything would really help me out right now. I promise I'm not a malignant narcissist. thanks
